He walked in. surely he came out of nowhere.
My eyes were shut. My wall was up and yet...he walked in.
my grief had been so deep, so utterly overwhelming that I did not hear
the footsteps. The emptiness in my heart had made me a different
person, one I no longer recognized in the mirror. I dont know her. i paint my face to hide my face.
I had my back turned.
He walked in.
No sound penetrated my wall. Anguish reigned master over my heart and perfect
slave I was, I welcomed it, adoring it, feed it the finest of tears.
My ears were shuttered.
He walked in.
I begged for oblivion, give me nothingness I cried out...take my breath.
This is MY garden and midnight is all I desire.....give me BLACK!
He walked in.
turning, I see his arms open.
I walk in.
Continue to do this!!!!
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